After a long wait and numerous days of torture, finally the holidays are here! Actually maybe not, we did not suffer much nor did we wait for a very long time as time really just passes by like the wind! Maybe I'm just finding excuses to relax but I still cannot as in relax. My grades have seriously fallen not by a lot to some but a lot to me as it has caused me much misery. Why misery you may ask, well my mum is hot in my heels not as in chasing me but pressing me to improve. Oh well improvement is a must but I do not think that pressure works well on me. Don't know how true this is but I think it is somehow because of my starsign. Oh dear, more talk about starsigns after knowing about the traditional starsigns. About that let's leave that talk aside, my main point is that I am an Aries, probably adding to my stubborn nature, it causes me to be really firm about standing on my ground or in other words my thinking. I somehow believe that I should NOT be pressurized cause I think that it would not work on me! Sigh, how much in a dilema can I be in? Should I go or not? Never mind that is sure a bad thing to think of, I affects my feelings, ok maybe not but aiya never mind. Oops, I just typed out a lot of inner thoughts, sorry if you find it very irritating, apologies!
Ok on the better side, the holidays are here! (: Wonder what should I do... Mum say ust revise, I prefer to relax ah! Another dilema. Ok enough of all this. How are you all spending the holidays instead? Going overseas? Shopping? Daydreaming? The possibilities are endless. Have a blessed and happy holiday everyone. In the midst of having fun, do take care ok? I know I'm getting a bit naggy so i shall end here. have fun and don't worry be happy! LOL! (:
Cheers,
Amelia a.k.a. Mushy/Mushroom(Up to you):P |
